Gina pulled the rusting green by SkyeGirl123, literature
Literature
Gina pulled the rusting green
Learning to Live
Gina pulled the rusting green lawn chair to the middle of her shaded yard and sat down. To her left was the sunset and to her right the scraggy mountains. She could just catch a little glimpse of both over the top of the fence and between the houses and trees.
She had lived in this valley for twenty years, she realized, and never once acted on her dream of climbing to the top of those trail-less mountains.
In front of Gina whirred the air conditioner that kept her family’s house cool, and behind her a bird chirped twice and flew away.
This wasn’t the wilderness she wanted. And she wasn’t eve
Thinking about this. Need imput. by SkyeGirl123, literature
Literature
Thinking about this. Need imput.
I was asleep when it happened.
When I look back across the years, sometimes I'm glad that I was, but most of the time, I wish I hadn't been. I always imagine that there was something I could have doneor at the very least, that I could have died too.
I was so young. A child. A baby in so many ways. The world wasn't done trampling on me and showing me what it was capable of.
I didn't wake up when it happened, either. I slept the whole night next to my dead husband. In the morning I slipped out of bed, ate breakfast alone, and fumed about our fight the day before as I left the house and wandered over to Arya's to complain and fish. My
Benjamin Brooks was a simple man.
He had graduated from a community college while living at home and then went on to marry the first woman he ever went on a date with, Barbara. On Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays, he worked as an accountant for two different local businesses. When he and Barbara moved out of his parent's basement, they rented a two-bedroom apartment and used the second room as an office. The two slept in separate beds on opposite sides of the room and the most expensive thing they owned were the little gold bands on their fingers. They never invested in cable, internet, or even cell phones. They had a 1995 mammo
There she was again.
Her lips were full. Her long blonde hair soft and perfectly wavy. Her green eyes giggled as they danced down the hall. Her pants highlighted her shapely hips and her shirt was tight in all the right places. She was too pretty for me.
It was because of her that I learned the proper way to spell "awful." And "whore."
There was no doubt in my soul that I loved her. With every bone in my body, I yearned to touch her, hold her, make her mine. I wanted her smile to light up my world now more than ever before. She brought joy to everyone. Everywhere she went the boys and girls alike perked up. I wanted tha
I was just a loser kid
Bad grades, bad friends, bad home
No job and no hope of college
I failed every test I took.
I hated myself from the inside
I hated my mom and my only brother
And I was angry at the dad I never had
Life was a chore and I was done.
But you
You push me to do more
You push me to do better
To make myself someone
And I never told you
Sometimes words just get in the way
But it's because of you
I'm standing here today.
I had to pick myself up off the floor
Cuz you were soo good for me
I had to be good for you
So soft and so bitter-sweet.
My life was ruined by the time I was 16
I'd done all there was to do
There is a big fear
Ripping, thrashing, slashing
Leaving barren the cavity
That was a soul.
The existential reasons
Vanished with the smoke
Of the burning trash
That was a dream.
Shameless was the murderer
With his bloody filthy hands
Who spit out a screaming mess
That was his little girl.
Poem for the Hopeless Romantic by SkyeGirl123, literature
Literature
Poem for the Hopeless Romantic
Come along with me
And we will take some corner of the world
Which everyone had forgotten
And make it ours.
Let us paint the night skies
With the blood from our fingertips
And we'll make the angels sing
God will shy away from our combined energy
A life source so bright
We'll outshine the celestial kingdom.
We would make beautiful love
You once told me so yourself
Take me into your arms and hold me
Let me melt into you and reach
Reach in and touch your very soul.
Let us combine ourselves into one
As our bodies and souls intertwine
To make awesome the rights that are ours
The right to each other
And the right not to care
As
The gold-rimmed mirror shines
Reflecting all the things wrong
The abuse, the famine, the war, the lies
Crippling the earth and denying a crutch
Corroding the beautiful from the inside
Until the skin peels back like curdled dairy
And reveals the beast behind the mask.
The Mirror reveals the teenage mother selling herself
On the corner of Broken and Beat
Because she was trained to be an object
And like a moth powerless to resist
The smooth, pale, fickle light of death
She will always gravitate towards those
Who will love her the least as they
Play their dirty stained card tricks
Breathing still and contaminating the air
As she l
Running, running backside,
Running away,
Waiting for the blood-red bullet
That'll call my name.
Shelling breaking my eardrums,
Wrenching my heart,
They want me to jump up,
But the fear is so bitter in my gut.
Dead and dying all around,
A rain from hell,
Don't look at the face, the face,
Will they eventually look at mine?
My brother, my mother,
My best friend, my lover,
All their faces on my tongue,
When will they see me next?
Robot, that's all that I am,
I just do what they say,
March, follow orders,
Get up again the next day.
Inside, inside of me,
A child is crippling,
As it runs I am running,
Trying to keep it alive.
Your words fell like broken promises
A dove straight from the sky
Broken, bruised, and bloodied,
Into my trembling hands.
And as the walls hit the ground
My crying died without a sound
An arrow straight through my eye
Will hit my brain, and I will die.
Because you didn't let me know
Your warning was a kiss
When it hit me I fell down
And couldn't stand up again.
Gina pulled the rusting green by SkyeGirl123, literature
Literature
Gina pulled the rusting green
Learning to Live
Gina pulled the rusting green lawn chair to the middle of her shaded yard and sat down. To her left was the sunset and to her right the scraggy mountains. She could just catch a little glimpse of both over the top of the fence and between the houses and trees.
She had lived in this valley for twenty years, she realized, and never once acted on her dream of climbing to the top of those trail-less mountains.
In front of Gina whirred the air conditioner that kept her family’s house cool, and behind her a bird chirped twice and flew away.
This wasn’t the wilderness she wanted. And she wasn’t eve
Thinking about this. Need imput. by SkyeGirl123, literature
Literature
Thinking about this. Need imput.
I was asleep when it happened.
When I look back across the years, sometimes I'm glad that I was, but most of the time, I wish I hadn't been. I always imagine that there was something I could have doneor at the very least, that I could have died too.
I was so young. A child. A baby in so many ways. The world wasn't done trampling on me and showing me what it was capable of.
I didn't wake up when it happened, either. I slept the whole night next to my dead husband. In the morning I slipped out of bed, ate breakfast alone, and fumed about our fight the day before as I left the house and wandered over to Arya's to complain and fish. My
Benjamin Brooks was a simple man.
He had graduated from a community college while living at home and then went on to marry the first woman he ever went on a date with, Barbara. On Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays, he worked as an accountant for two different local businesses. When he and Barbara moved out of his parent's basement, they rented a two-bedroom apartment and used the second room as an office. The two slept in separate beds on opposite sides of the room and the most expensive thing they owned were the little gold bands on their fingers. They never invested in cable, internet, or even cell phones. They had a 1995 mammo
There she was again.
Her lips were full. Her long blonde hair soft and perfectly wavy. Her green eyes giggled as they danced down the hall. Her pants highlighted her shapely hips and her shirt was tight in all the right places. She was too pretty for me.
It was because of her that I learned the proper way to spell "awful." And "whore."
There was no doubt in my soul that I loved her. With every bone in my body, I yearned to touch her, hold her, make her mine. I wanted her smile to light up my world now more than ever before. She brought joy to everyone. Everywhere she went the boys and girls alike perked up. I wanted tha
I was just a loser kid
Bad grades, bad friends, bad home
No job and no hope of college
I failed every test I took.
I hated myself from the inside
I hated my mom and my only brother
And I was angry at the dad I never had
Life was a chore and I was done.
But you
You push me to do more
You push me to do better
To make myself someone
And I never told you
Sometimes words just get in the way
But it's because of you
I'm standing here today.
I had to pick myself up off the floor
Cuz you were soo good for me
I had to be good for you
So soft and so bitter-sweet.
My life was ruined by the time I was 16
I'd done all there was to do
There is a big fear
Ripping, thrashing, slashing
Leaving barren the cavity
That was a soul.
The existential reasons
Vanished with the smoke
Of the burning trash
That was a dream.
Shameless was the murderer
With his bloody filthy hands
Who spit out a screaming mess
That was his little girl.
Poem for the Hopeless Romantic by SkyeGirl123, literature
Literature
Poem for the Hopeless Romantic
Come along with me
And we will take some corner of the world
Which everyone had forgotten
And make it ours.
Let us paint the night skies
With the blood from our fingertips
And we'll make the angels sing
God will shy away from our combined energy
A life source so bright
We'll outshine the celestial kingdom.
We would make beautiful love
You once told me so yourself
Take me into your arms and hold me
Let me melt into you and reach
Reach in and touch your very soul.
Let us combine ourselves into one
As our bodies and souls intertwine
To make awesome the rights that are ours
The right to each other
And the right not to care
As
The gold-rimmed mirror shines
Reflecting all the things wrong
The abuse, the famine, the war, the lies
Crippling the earth and denying a crutch
Corroding the beautiful from the inside
Until the skin peels back like curdled dairy
And reveals the beast behind the mask.
The Mirror reveals the teenage mother selling herself
On the corner of Broken and Beat
Because she was trained to be an object
And like a moth powerless to resist
The smooth, pale, fickle light of death
She will always gravitate towards those
Who will love her the least as they
Play their dirty stained card tricks
Breathing still and contaminating the air
As she l
Running, running backside,
Running away,
Waiting for the blood-red bullet
That'll call my name.
Shelling breaking my eardrums,
Wrenching my heart,
They want me to jump up,
But the fear is so bitter in my gut.
Dead and dying all around,
A rain from hell,
Don't look at the face, the face,
Will they eventually look at mine?
My brother, my mother,
My best friend, my lover,
All their faces on my tongue,
When will they see me next?
Robot, that's all that I am,
I just do what they say,
March, follow orders,
Get up again the next day.
Inside, inside of me,
A child is crippling,
As it runs I am running,
Trying to keep it alive.
Your words fell like broken promises
A dove straight from the sky
Broken, bruised, and bloodied,
Into my trembling hands.
And as the walls hit the ground
My crying died without a sound
An arrow straight through my eye
Will hit my brain, and I will die.
Because you didn't let me know
Your warning was a kiss
When it hit me I fell down
And couldn't stand up again.
The Beauty of Creation by InstilledPhear, literature
Literature
The Beauty of Creation
A bullet point I have on my bucket list, one I have thought of periodically, is to create something that can never be uncreated. It was one of the first things I put on my list, along with a few other seemingly more easily attainable tasks. At first I thought music would be a good one. Like Bach or Beethoven, their timeless masterpieces will go on forever. But the problem is, sheet music can burn, CDs can scratch or get lost, and the memory of a tune can alter and eventually fade over time. "What about a large stone sculpture?" I thought, "Like Stonehenge or something." But stone too, can wither away with time, and the origina
Nine out of ten people are liars,
three out of five people are angry,
two out of three people are hopeless,
and two out of one are wasteful
No one said this world was perfect,
No one said this world was kind,
I'm not the only one, silent, worthless,
I'm not the first to lose their mind
I've seen death,
War,
Anger,
Dust,
Pain,
Agony,
Sinfulness,
Lust,
All of which left me unscathed
I've been in love,
Happyness,
Longing,
Forgiving,
All of which left me in pain
I've seen the dark side of the moon,
It is the furthest thing from pretty,
I've lost all there is to lose,
Now I shall sit down,
and forget everything.
I'm pretty awesome. With the exception of my seemingly-random bouts of un-awesomeness, of course.
Current Residence: Cardboard box on mainstreet Favourite genre of music: Um, all kinds Favourite photographer: Er... Favourite style of art: Um, pictures? Operating System: Wha??!! MP3 player of choice: Ipod Shell of choice: Um... turtle.... Skin of choice: I like my paleness Favourite cartoon character: Rock Lee Personal Quote: .... Hola.
1) are you up for answering 125 questions?
Obviously
2) Was your last relationship a mistake?
I don't think so
3) Do you believe in God?
Yep
4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My daddy
5) Do you regret it?
Pssh. No.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yes.
7) Have a best friend?
Oh, yeah, many.
8) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl
9) What is your relationship status?
"in a relationship:
10) How do you want to die?
Mmm. Slowly. I wanna see it coming.
11) What did you last eat?
Brownie! :D
12) Like to go on walks?
Sure
13) Do you bite your nails?
Never
14) When was your last physical fight?
Fight fight?... First grade.
I have nothing to say. No joke. I just hated looking at my page and seeing the old journal entry.
I guess I don't write as much because... because I don't think I need it. Last year, especially last spring, brought me to my knees and made me cry for my life. I am really good at repressing bad memories, and going over my old journal entries, I realized I have mentally blocked a lot of what happened to me that winter. Certain parts of last spring will haunt me forever, though. It was, most literally, the darkest part of my life. And I've never told parts of it out loud. But someday, I'd imagine I'll want to talk to somebody. Since it was about
So, I showed my mom that poem. :3 She loved it so much that she got goosebumps all down her arms. Just thought I'd remind you that your poetry is fantastically amazing. ^^
Remember that stanza in that one poem of yours that I love so very very much? Please post it as soon as you remember. Like, really. I swear it's a chunk of my soul. I MUST READ ITTT